ABD Chapter 19 Notes

posted at
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5846625/19
https://sites.google.com/site/dariachenowith/abd/chapter-19
http://dariaabd.livejournal.com/
http://www.twcslibrary.com/viewstory.php?sid=1383&chapter=19

Not much of a note for this chapter - except for a little Q&A. I let the characters answer what I might have written in response to the reviews (as only about 3 really surprised me, so I could predict what they'd have to say to make my workload lighter, hehe).

A little more kinky infos with the next chapter, promise!


Answers personal and story related:
I like both of them equally, just can't answer all story related ones always as they might mess with the plot - but I'll tell you if that's the case!

Story related Qs:
1. Bella get's sick in this chapter, was it a reaction to Rose's comment and her earlier rendezvous? or is she picturing herself with edward's child and becoming nervous? or is it not mentally related at all?
2/3 sheer physical exhaustion, 1/3 mental distress because of the reason she explains in chapter 19. It had nothing to do with getting pregnant herself.

2. Will Jasper tell Bella about his daddy-potential problem, or not, seeing as they haven't been as close since the incident?
He'll tell her, because he'd feel bad with her being the only one of the four of them (E and Alice included) who doesn't know.

3. Bella's a lot more complex than i gave her credit for. What's one thing about her character (as your character, not S.M's) you cannot stand? Either if she were a person, or in the way you wrote her.
Thank you. It's one of my pet peeves that people assume just because S.M. created Bella the way she did my Bella is like her.
What bugs me about her is her wish to make everyone happy, and she'd rather forgive someone than risk open conflict. It might be a good flaw but in the end it causes more problems than it solves as it leaves her oblivious to the damage she does (did).

Personal Qs:
1. You Top sometimes, don't you? How does that compare to subbing?
Yes, I sometimes top girls (never guys, only when I "help" their Top); it's hard to explain how that compares to bottoming. I like it, I get pleasure from being in charge and in control, when I can live out my mean streak, but I wouldn't want the responsibility for more than a scene. It's a nice change of scenery, so to say, to experience everything from the other side.

2. Your parents - do they know about your kinky side? if so, how'd they find out and how'd they take it?
No, they don't know, and I don't want to tell them. I don't think my mom would understand. I think I would be more at ease with my dad knowing (and I kind of suspect he'd understand better than he probably let on, if you get the hint), but I'm happy they're oblivious of what we do.

3. How many Doms have you had?
I don't remember lol not that many but I don't count. 5 or 6 I think for a longer time, about 10-15 people who have topped me in a scene or two. The longest I've been with my bf, 6 years now. The 2nd longest was 4 months, and didn't end too well. I was somewhat shy to make any commitments the first few years, and the two people who were most involved in introducing me into BDSM I never considered my Dom(me)s outside of the playroom.

That's it for this week - feel free to ask!